What do I feel?

Not sure how I feel tonight. How can one be confused about one’s own feelings? The answer evades me, but the question sinks all the way to the soul. Am I happy right now? Am I sad?

Feels strange to be here. I feel elements of both, but neither are enough to classify how I’m feeling. I am in neither extreme. This is some sort of mental purgatory, and I’m not used to it. 

Moments like this make me feel sort of batshit.

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3 Responses to “What do I feel?”

  1. Weird not to be extreme huh. Just be ok with being ok.

  2. This really is a crazy place to be. When you’re manic you can define it, and when you’re depressed you can define it but this is just fuzz, no definition, no answers, and nothing you can do about it. It’s awful 😦 I’m sorry you feel this way too…

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