What do I feel?
Not sure how I feel tonight. How can one be confused about one’s own feelings? The answer evades me, but the question sinks all the way to the soul. Am I happy right now? Am I sad?
Feels strange to be here. I feel elements of both, but neither are enough to classify how I’m feeling. I am in neither extreme. This is some sort of mental purgatory, and I’m not used to it.
Moments like this make me feel sort of batshit.